The credit card statement is here, 7 times. Though i cant, but i pathetically accept it.

I know everyone is laughing at me now, even God is making a fool of my life.

'm just not good enough. if i am, such things wont happened.

These are exactly the same strategies you used when you're after me, if not i wont know what you're up to next.

Sigh.


I waited alone for you every night, just to ensure you're home safely after drinking.

I went out alone, just because 'm lonely and you cant or doesnt want to accompany me.

I have never confine you, stop you or disallow you to do what you wanna do.

I cry everynight just to feel better.

I can give everything up just to company you or make you happy.

But in the end, you did everything you can just to hurt me.

Love, I sincerely apologise for what i did to you previously and i took you for granted. 'm at fault first, 've already regretted. But that does not mean you could do all these to take revenge.

I feel that 've already done my best.

My heart is numb from all the pain.

But it all made me stronger.

Tell me, do i deserve these?

'm already not a factor in your life, that's why.

But why are you holding on?